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By: Rabbi Mordechai (Mitchell) Silverstein, senior lecturer in Talmud and Midrash at the Conservative Yeshiva of the United Synagogue Fuchsberg Center For Conservative Judaism, Jerusalem
Parshat Haye Sarah (1 Kings 1:1-31) November 22,
2008 24 Heshvan 5769
David, the king of Israel, relentless
warrior and architect of the kingdom, poet and sweet singer of Israel, was
no less mortal than any other human. This man who exuded the essence of
power also came to suffer the vicissitudes of old age. Even for David
there was no escape: "King David was now old, advanced in years; and
though they covered him with bedclothes, he never felt warm." (1:1) His
old age left him not only physically impaired, but also left him acutely
unaware of the important events which happened around him. If his
attendants had not kept him abreast of events, his own son would have
wrested the monarchy from him without his ever having noticed.
These inevitable life changes left David incredibly vulnerable and
frightened. In the following midrash, David seeks God assurance: David
said before the Holy One Blessed be He: '"Don't cast me out in my old age'
(Psalms 71:1) When I was young, I went to out to war, willingly risking my
life for Your children, but now that I am old, I no longer have any
strength. People say about me: How much longer will that old man live? As
it says: 'My enemies speak evilly of me: When will he die and his name
perish?' (Psalms 41:6) Please, 'even in hoary old age, do not forsake me,
God' (Psalms 71:18)" The Holy One Blessed Be He responded to him: "'Until
you grow old, I remain the same; when you turn grey, it is I [God] who
will carry [you]' (Isaiah 46:4)" (Agadat Bereishit 35:1 Buber ed. p. 71)
This anecdotal midrash uses David to capture the anxiety bottled
up in each of us at the very thought of the vulnerability of old age. If
these life changes can happen to someone as powerful as David; if old age
causes him apprehension, what about us lesser mortals? What will be of us?
Who will ensure that we feel secure when we are in need? We also seek
reassurance and want to know that we will not be left abandoned. This
midrash makes it clear that God will not abandon us in our old age, but it
also implies that those who are God's agents in the world should show
similar concern.
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